So my weekend's been kinda really fucking gay....

   On the plus side, I've met like 5 guys...wasn't interested tho. I met 2 of them at K.Rogerz last night and I checked their I.D.s.  haha....I kno I'm a dork.

It's all so weird for me cuz I've basically just discovered the male population in our school....

  I finally  cleaned my room.

   I went to Michael's house.  It was just awkward...Just like that day after that "incident".  I didn't really try making an effort but it's whatever. 

   I played dress-up....lots of fun.  I actually found a "little black dress".  It's THE SEX.

   My life's not that bad right now.  After not letting anything get to me, I've let everything get to me.  I've gotta stop sulking.

Currently Listening New Found Power By Damageplan see related

So, my week has been nutz.....still nutz.

I've been talking with my dancer-buddies and Lauren L, Liz, n Kayla.

I wanna drop Early Morning Pre-Cal...my mom supports that decision.  My dad says I should quit dance.  "But I'm actually good at dance"

Yea, I had an asthma attack in dance today....Scary as hell!

No peace til after Saturday. I wanna go to the lake.

Today was The Pageant.   I loved it.  I was backstage...

I saw lots of panties. 

* Le Sigh *

 ............

A- Age of 1st kiss: 14

B- Band you are listening to right now: Emery- Studying Politics

C- Crush:  Dude, this year, the list goes on...

D- Dad's name: Niven

E- Easiest person to talk to: Liz Timm n Courtnei Patton
F- Favorite ice cream: French Vanilla
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy Worms

H-Home town: Hanau, Hessen (Germany)

I- Instruments::(  I used to play drums, but I quit band b/c I wanted to be in gym.

J- Junior high: N/A

K- Kids : 0

L- Longest car ride ever: Oklahoma to KY used to be about 12 hours.

M- Mom's name: Carolyn

N- Nickname(s): JIMMY. 

O- One wish: To be in control.

P- Phobia[s]: Spiders

Q- Quote: Reach for the stars

R- Reason to smile: I only smile when I'm truly happy....I don't feel pressure to smile when I'm not happy....I don't like to be fake

S- Song you sang last:  "Sweet Dreams Are MADE of this"

T- Time you woke up today: 5:17

U- Unknown fact about me: I feel easily abandoned....and neglected.  It leaves me feeling extremely insecure and depressed.

V- Vegetable(s) you dislike: Anything but spinach, fresh carrots, and broccoli.

W- Worst habit: Psycho-analyzing EVERYONE.

X- X-rays you've had: Just my brain.

Y- Your least favorite person: Let's not go there

Z- zebra cake?: uhhhhmmmmm ok.